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Softlysexy 58F
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4/2/2017 11:53 am
Maybe


Beginning to think there is a chance I am more of a masochist than I once believed. I have always loved receiving erotic pain, but more and more, while perving on the videos, I see some things that are beyond good pain that interest me.

Perhaps those are the boundaries that I want to push, maybe when I wrote that, I was subconsciously seeking more.. Beyond the flogging and spanking.. the nipple clamps and pumps... the clit pumps, riding crops or leather straps and over-stimulation with vibrators.. the sweet pain of anal insertions.. the hair pulling.... It seems the caning, clips and clamps to labia.. a wooden .. are all appealing to me.

Or perhaps, it is this extended period with out a Dom, without sex, that has me wondering if feeling bad would be better than feeling nothing at all..

Maybe...

Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. It will not lead you astray.
Rumi



Softlysexy 58F

4/2/2017 11:54 am

It really is possible that desperation is driving these thoughts.

Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. It will not lead you astray.
Rumi


Softlysexy 58F

4/2/2017 7:58 pm

    Quoting  :

You could very well be right! It has been almost 2 years.. not only since my former Dom and I parted, but he was the last man I had sex with.. I am not one to just jump into bed with anybody.. but sometimes it seems my mind is screaming for me to abandon all caution.

Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. It will not lead you astray.
Rumi



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