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Posted:Jun 13, 2016 11:41 am
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2017 1:41 pm
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These messages will be private ... set up for those who can't email or standard members ... only between me and you... No worries ... ask Me anything ....
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I Don't Care If You're President of The Company ...
Posted:Apr 24, 2017 1:18 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2017 5:45 pm
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Some May Wonder Why I Get Frustrated and ask straight Up Questions ... and If I don't like the Answer ...

I Specifically say to read the blog .... You May have read that ... and still ' refuse ' to read the blog .... than you aren't as interested as your ' head ' said so ... Huh ?
No Need To Demand for me to Send pics ... I don't Know you people ... I don't Care where you work or what you own .... doesn't impress me enough to make me bend ....

I'm not even looking for any type person ... but soo many are here on Alt... I may take this profile down and start a new ... I'm coming off bitchy now ... cause some are so insulting ....

I'm not impressed by material things... nice that you have and a man I am with will have a Job .... but I Don't Need Any Man Thinking He Can Buy Me .... If I don't like Your Attitude ... You Could be President ... I Don't Care ....

I May Be A submissive .... But I Don't Take Orders .... I give Of Myself because I Want to ... Not Because You Order anything ....

I'm Sorry for Ranting Again .... but I don't know where these men get their nerve sometimes .... ignorant and rude ....
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Just Seems Backwards ....
Posted:Apr 22, 2017 10:22 am
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2017 10:52 am
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I Really Don't Understand Some Men .... LOL

I'm Thinking ... The Second Question Must Be A Challenge ... So Many Men Find A Way To Be Unique ....Don't Know If They Are Just ' Cutting To The Chance '.... By asking right away ... or they just don't care anymore... who you are or what you look like ... as long as You can Do Whatever ....

One Was " Will You Grow Your Pubic Hair Out For Me " ..... NO....

Another Second Question " Will You Be My Mommy ? " ..... NO ... And You Obviously Didn't Read that Blog You Said You read ... Or The Profile You Liked SO Much....lol....

Some Have A Huge Form Letter They Send .... They Seem To Forget I Got One Last Month ...

What Happened to " How Are You ?" ..... " Where Do You Live " ... " Do You Like Me ? " ..... LOL..... I suppose those things don't matter anymore .....

Just Seems Kinda Backwards to me ..... I'm thinking they're getting tired of asking the same old Questions ..... Probably Like I Get Tired Of Asking " Did You Read My Profile ?" Waste of Time ?
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I'M FLATTERED ? LOL...
Posted:Apr 20, 2017 4:43 am
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2017 5:02 am
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So Funny.... The Vanilla Gentleman .... Seems to Be Having A Change Of Heart ....

He Says I'm A ' Tempting Challenge ' ..... Would Like To Get To Know Me More ...

Now ... What The Hell Does That Mean ?!
And Am I Supposed To Be Flattered ? !
So It Really Wasn't the Distance ,, after all ?!

Still... Not Interested .... But Good To Know How You Feel ... Thank You ?
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Some Days Change Everything ...
Posted:Apr 19, 2017 1:33 pm
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2017 5:01 am
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All Of Us Have A Tragedy Or Major Life Happening that has Changed Us ... Changed Our Outlook on Life ....

I Know It Was a Matter Of About A Week For Me .... The Week My Father Passed ...and The Events Preceding... Changed ME... Forever ....

I Look at other tragedies that have happened ... but nothing has changed me as a person as much as that week .... From Love ,, Family ,, Friends ,, LIFE and the World In General .... I Completely Changed ...

I Started Appreciating Good People ... I Stopped Giving so Freely ... of Myself ,, physically and mentally,, Especially to People That Weren't Worthy ... I Was Gonna Take Care Of ME ... I Didn't NEED Anyone ... I Didn't Want Anyone.... I Was Emotionally ' Washed Up ' .... I Had No More Feelings for People....

I Rebuilt my ' Friends' World .... with Different Expectations .... No expectations.... I Deleted My ' Family ' world .... with no expectations .... ( Sorta Like When I Block Some Here ,,lol )

I Consume my World With Taking Care Of Me ... Knowing that I AM Really The Only One That Can Make Me Happy ... I Take One Day At A Time .... I Will Not Live Life SO Stressed Out like that Week..... I'm Moving On ....

When Looking at The Things That Are Depressing today .. I Have to Be Grateful and Say ' Everything Seems a ' Minor ' Disappointment ,,, Compared to That Week ' ... So Life Is GOOD !!
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Boxers or Briefs .... Thongs or Grannies ....
Posted:Apr 19, 2017 9:45 am
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2017 5:01 am
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I Don't Know About any one else ...But I Prefer a Man in Boxers ...or Boxer briefs .... a new type boxer

To Me If a Man Is wearing White briefs ... It's similar to a woman wearing ' granny ' panties ....

I'm sure a man would prefer a thong or bikini on a woman and I prefer Boxers.... Sexy to me ....

I wear thongs or boy cut ... boy cut mainly for work ... they are a step above the bikini .... I'll take a pic ... when I get time ...lol...
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SILENCE.... Is Not Always Golden..
Posted:Apr 18, 2017 4:39 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2017 4:36 pm
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One Thing I Do Not Like .... Screamers .... Fighting... in General ... As Adults ... We Should Have Learned How to ' Discuss ' things civilly... I Won't yell at anyone and I Will Not Accept Anyone Yelling at Me....

When I'm In A Relationship .... He Realizes Real Quick .... When I Get Quiet .. It's Not a Good Sign .... I Always ,, to A Fault ...Speak My Mind .... So To Keep Silent Is A Big Challenge ..... I Start ' boiling ' inside.....lmao.... One Will Usually Notice My Lips Puckering a Bit Also... Bad Habit that I Inherited From Dad...

I Won't Argue ... But I Will Put My Foot Down .... If I Don't Like Something ....

My Last Relationship only had two ' disagreements ' .... over 4 yrs....
The First one Was Over Him Trying to Force Me Into Being Attracted to Some Woman ... I Got Quiet ( First Sign that He Missed ) .... I Emailed ( When I'm Really Mad I won't text ,,, or call ,, I Will email ,, meaning that I am Almost DONE ..lol ) ( Second Sign that He Missed ).... He Kept It Up .... He Received a Final Email Ending The Relationship .... I explained to Him Why and Blocked Him from Messenger .....
He Learned A Lesson .....
Second Argument was about him being careless with Life Things .... I only Had To Get Quiet for a Day ... When he got First email ..... He Immediately Called and we Fixed .....
He's Learning ....

Gee.... My Whole Point of writing was to say ... When Women are Quiet ... I Worry ... Sometimes they are scheming .... ( Referring to the 4 hrs of nasty emails yesterday ....now silent ) Hopefully ,,, she's Calmed Down ... Perhaps It Was Good For Her To Let It All Out ...... God Bless Her ... I Know It's Not Easy ... But I'm In No Position to Offer Her Any ' Comfort ' ....
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Maybe I DID.....
Posted:Apr 18, 2017 3:43 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2017 5:58 am
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Maybe I Did ,,,, Indirectly ... Help That Marriage ....
He Seems To Know What He'd Lose Now ....
She Seems To See What She Had ....
She's Fighting For Him... That's Good ...
He's Wanting To Save The Marriage ... that's Good ...

Will they live happily without sex ? Will HE Live Happily Without sex,,, porn.... memories... I Think That They Can... When The Anger Finds Relief .... They Can Rebuild ....

Many Things In Life Can Occupy Us ... Especially as we get older ... We Need To Find That ' Other ' " Happy " Place .... Cause Sex Won't Always Be In The Equation of ' Happily Ever After ' ..... Love and Respect ( and Forgiveness ) .....Hold on..

A Marriage shouldn't Have To Go Through So Much Stress to ' SEE ' What They Have .... Why Do They Lose Appreciation For Each Other .... Why Do They Forget To Keep The Communication Open..... Without the Screaming and Name Calling ... Cause It Is True ... The Grass Is Not Always Greener ..... Happily Ever After sometimes Takes A Little Effort and Patience .....
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LITTLE White LIE ,,,, Or BIG Black HOLE ...
Posted:Apr 17, 2017 3:22 pm
Last Updated:Apr 22, 2017 2:16 am
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Let's See If I Can Put This In A Nut Shell.....

A Day After We Agreed To End All Communication .... HE Emails Me @ 6 am.... With the Subject Being : BEWARE ....

It Said that I May Be Getting a kik message from someone I Don't Recognize... She Found My Profile Pic and conversation....So When She Asks me ... Just Say That It was a one time thing 2 years ago....

I Thought .... No Biggie ...that messenger doesn't contain any personal info .... but Be Careful What You Ask Me To Say....

At 9:30 ..... I Receive 3 emails in a row from ' yourworsenightmare1234 ' Subject : WHORE ! Followed by some real nasty comments .... and last email she says that she knows where I Live .... I Emailed her that I thought she had the wrong email and I was sending her to spam .... so as far as she knows ... I haven't read them....

I Emailed HIM ... Telling Him to Calm Everything Down with Her Because I am Not Answering Her at All... I Do Not Want To Be Involved .... His Problem...I Will Not Tell Her That I'm Some Whore That HE picked Up On The Corner for a One Night Stand ..... Sooner or Later She's Gonna Notice the Different Clothing in The Videos ..... Why Should I Have To Converse With Her At All....

Sooner Or Later She's Gonna See That .... I Was Hanging From A Hook.... I Didn't Twist His Arm TO Crack That Whip ..... .

SOONER OR LATER WE WILL SEE ....
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Well.... STOP The Insanity !!
Posted:Apr 17, 2017 8:38 am
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2017 1:31 pm
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Damn.... One Minute I Think I Have Everything Under Control.... Now This Stupid Crap... !!

I May Have To Change My ProFile and Pic ....

How She Got My Email ... I Don't Know ... My Email May Revel My Address.... Though.. If I Believe What He's Told Me...(.Which Is Questionable at this time ).... She Won't Connect the address to the email .... but I continue to worry ... now... she's very scary ... to say the least .... and I Totally Understand Her Anger ....

She's Continuing to Snoop .... He's Telling Me to tell Her That I Haven't seen him in a couple of years .... bullshit Drama ...

I Am Worried .... One Day at a Time.... Lord Help Us get Through this ...

Now an email saying she knows where I Live ....
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