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Softlysexy 51F  
3 posts
3/20/2017 12:04 am
Elusive Sleep


“To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether ’tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and, by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, ’tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish’d. To die, to sleep;
To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there’s the rub.”
― William Shakespeare, Hamlet

I had thought that when my former Master and I separated I could feel no greater pain.. But now, two years later, I am ready to move forward, I am haunted by fear.. rejection, failure, giving too much too soon.. worse not giving enough to the right Dom..

If only simply sleep would offer respite, if only I did not have to risk the dreaming.. If only I could find permanence even in sleep.

camperdude_69 56M  
85 posts
3/20/2017 12:33 am

nice


sub_nouveau 47F  
2071 posts
3/20/2017 2:43 pm

Imagine your life without fear... everything you would be capable of...
Expect your life to involve love, hate, joy, sadness, pleasure, pain and every other emotion your are capable of experiencing...
Choose to live a life that is safe and sheltered, or choose to take risks and be adventurous...

Whatever you choose - it is your choice. You are in control.

Let's talk. It's how we learn about yesterday and comprehend today.


Softlysexy 51F  
13 posts
3/20/2017 7:06 pm

    Quoting sub_nouveau:
    Imagine your life without fear... everything you would be capable of...
    Expect your life to involve love, hate, joy, sadness, pleasure, pain and every other emotion your are capable of experiencing...
    Choose to live a life that is safe and sheltered, or choose to take risks and be adventurous...

    Whatever you choose - it is your choice. You are in control.
It is that free will that propels me.. the fear of not experiencing all that life has to offer.. including the fear!



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