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Posted:Aug 2, 2013 7:04 am
Last Updated:Jul 25, 2017 11:35 am
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leave it here, just you and me

and TMZ if they ask nice
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yeah, yeah we still love you
Posted:Jul 22, 2017 7:27 am
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2017 5:08 am
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I try not to pity
it, to me, isn't something that includes much worth
but, at times, pity is the only thing I feel
hard to watch what should be a wonderful life, youth, beauty, intelligence, blown around like the wind
a soul turned to tornado
wanting to hurt because they hurt
take because they feel they've lost
aggressive as the wall that exists
long ago the princess looked as such
eyes that could see to your heart
now they seem as coals, embracing the heat
a will taken, and given, and thrown away as useless
due to the inability to choose a side and show some fucking spine
and then to stand up, amongst others they only usually lurk around
and act as if they are right
listening to a horn blown into the foggy marsh
of nowhere
within the bounds of no one listening
blow harder little one so that even more no ones can show you
the lead you so search for as you higglehoggle about talking pishposh and gaggledash
you have a soul and a will and a spine
and a brain
OF YOUR OWN
instead of working to hurt
try listening TO YOURSELF
enough hurt there to satisfy that sick, evident need
Quasimodo would be happy on a Wednesday
you cant seem to find what sits in front
as you continue to attempt more walls
more things between
more buffer from
hide, little one, what poison you have we want none of
or better yet, use the poison to kill your evil twin
and come back to the hold
safe, nurturing, enough room to bitch some
but still be happy and not bring all others down because of your constant confusion
of which you cause, daily, hourly, minutely
until you take that voluntary lobotomy
of love and see that if you try a bit
and compromise a bit
and GIVE LIFE SOME TIME TO WORK before being off falling down another well
you might just see you don't fucking need Lassie
just a bit of time and some solid forward thinking
your defense of offense is a poor one
your life will not offer you any new answers until you get these questions you already have right
but it is you that fights it
I've often believed that life offers too many options and the confused become only more confused left to their own devices
you must turn it around in a frantic, flash uturn
cuz timmie wont be callin no dog to pull you from the well of hell you are racing toward
sadness is a permeation of the whole idea of you
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loving life and people in it
Posted:Jul 21, 2017 7:07 am
Last Updated:Jul 21, 2017 4:19 pm
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7/21 850 am
post coital
sexually active
it would seem the lady behind me at the pharmacy wanted it
in waiting around for her I heard her address
not far from mine
i also learned that she is insistent that she isn't interested in having sex
i know different
but she doesn't realize
and off she went
a gal in the parking lot wanted it
i said hello
she walked past
she denied herself
and off she went
once home a gal walked past my house
she wanted it
i went outside but she denied herself
women lately are good at holding off their desires
but i can tell

they want it
and i'm here to help
soon women won't be able to deny themselves
i'm resting up for the busy time
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filling the library with love
Posted:Jul 20, 2017 5:11 am
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2017 5:09 am
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went to the library yesterday

it turned out to be great timing

i was looking through the fiction

i found i was sharing the area

she was kinda pushy in respect to getting what she wanted

i saw what i wanted

the third time she butted in front of me i pushed back

then we talked of tearing up the fiction section

then we tore it up

first sex for me in almost a year

i do believe she will be okay

just needs to walk a good fuck off

the librarian got an eyefull

i won't be using my library card again soon

i will be tearing that up again

ah fiction section i do love ya
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things must be looking up
Posted:Jul 13, 2017 6:29 am
Last Updated:Jul 15, 2017 3:36 pm
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walking around town yesterday i noticed something that lately i haven't

a girl's ass

a fabulous ass, to be fair

a fabulous ass i wanted

yet, lately, my mind has been elsewhere

but, i noticed it

i must be getting better
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it's just today
Posted:Jul 1, 2017 3:05 pm
Last Updated:Jul 11, 2017 6:13 am
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soon it will be over
soon this today will be gone
have you hugged those you love?
now's the time
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thankful today
Posted:Jun 30, 2017 9:35 am
Last Updated:Jul 1, 2017 6:56 am
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today i am simply thankful to be breathing

and love, im thankful for love
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people that want and those that dont
Posted:Jun 22, 2017 4:32 pm
Last Updated:Jun 29, 2017 12:14 pm
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interesting
having women contact me
what do i have to offer i wonder
then i realize that all i have to offer is me
so i offer me
and those that lose interest,never gain interest, etc.
lose out on nothing
as my value is nothing to them
to the right one they will know
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a step away from total reality
Posted:Jun 17, 2017 6:58 am
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2017 6:45 am
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continuing to rest and get past the effects of the stroke

certainly something you don't see coming

so, my gait is terrible due to the surgeries
my speech is getting better, folks can understand me
mostly
my head is fine except you come to wish your brain would slow down so you can catch up with reflexes and actions

i had a brain bleed so off to the nerologist (sp) next week

i wont have too many different doctors i haven't been to after this. Not a fun list to add to

one of my first things i am going to get better at is to cut down on the fifteen minutes it took to type this

tell those you love, again, tell them again
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surprise, life is here to fuck with you, better than death fucking with you
Posted:May 31, 2017 10:27 am
Last Updated:Jun 16, 2017 3:07 am
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interesting things happening
one day after returning from the cruise i have a stroke
not a huge one evidently, i'm home as of this minute
but i sound like i've really been on a bender
can't hardly talk
most everything else is ok
although typing this has been a bit of a struggle
so i'll be around
possibly a bit less for a bit
but here for the duration
kiss that special someone
things can change pretty quickly
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