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Anal ownership?
Posted:Oct 10, 2019 5:45 pm
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2019 5:48 pm
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So I wonder if I really can be owned through my asshole? Is this too extreme? If you owned me, you would own all of me?

This is pretty much all fantasy. i have had bits and pieces of anal throughout my relationships. But never super focused on anal ownership.

Hard ass fucking is not the goal here. Sure, it is part of it. But so much more. I would rather have slow, gentle ass fucking so it could be a useful asshole for hours.

Instead, I like the thought of enemas, long dildos, gaping and stretching. Bathroom stuff. Being plugged for extended lengths of time. Worshiping your asshole.

I am unsure why my brain and my cunt are wired this way. Sometimes, I am embarrassed and shameful this turns me on so much. I have had bouts of interest in things like lactation, labia stretching, medical play / sounding - but my brain keeps coming back to anal monkey business.

EDITED:

I went back through my blog posts and did not remember I wrote about this before:

Is this even possible? Is it super weird? Is having an "anal only" relationship actually possible? I like my pussy a lot. I like things in it a lot. That being said, I dream about someone being totally obsessed with my asshole.

I have heard sometimes certain fantasies are better left in your head. Maybe this is one of them?? A long, long time ago, I had this idea wearing a diaper would be humiliating and hot. A grown ass woman, tits out, nipples hard, in a diaper. Maybe daddy jerked off in it first and then closed it up? I masturbated to that fantasy forever. When I met someone who wanted to indulge it, I almost fell over laughing when I put on the diaper. I couldn't go through with it.

Anal ownership. I want to take care of yours. Lick, kiss, rim, finger yours. Watch it open up for me. And I want to hold my ass cheeks open for you, be on display. Stretch it, gape it and then tighten it back up. Ask permission to use the bathroom.

A girl can dream.
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When life gets in the way
Posted:Aug 22, 2018 12:11 pm
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2019 5:33 pm
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So --- my Dominant, my husband, died almost a year ago. I've been using alt as an alt! This profile isn't really me but more a fantasy version of me. I haven't been ready to meet, fuck, be touched in real life. I get horny but I still feel married! Sadness and guilt and a feeling of not wanting to connect outweigh the need to get fucked or spanked or submit.

What next? Will I get my mojo back? Will desire eventually outweigh the other stuff? The need to reconnect, be touched, submit grow stronger than the need to hide under the covers?
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Frenzy (aka thinking with my pussy)
Posted:Oct 22, 2017 3:21 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 6:58 pm
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Sometimes I get so insane with lust, I would agree to come over to your house and wash your car. Bake you a cake. Lick your asshole and stroke your cock and then bake you a cake. It's the craziest, most intense feeling.

The things I think about - the anal obsession, wanting to hold your cock as you piss or suck your cock, well you know when... I *think* I want all these things. Daddy's urinal. Having to ask permission to pee. Having you call when you're going - listening to you...

Then, when I'm NOT thinking with my cunt - when I shut off the computer and go about my day, I think - WTF? Am I disgusting? Who thinks about this stuff?

But that turns me on, too. Those shameful feelings.

It's confusing.
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