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Dec 2014 Update: While the original introduction below (newly edited/updated slightly) is still true about my sexual desires, please understand that I'm not that sexual 24/7. I can't be pounded like that 7 days a week. But maybe on weekends or a few times a month. Sex is obviously not the only important part of good, healthy relationship. I am not interested in being a 24/7 slave, having someone make all my decisions for me, or being barefoot and pregnant in the kitchen. I'm also not interested in being a breeder or milk-maid, so don't ask. If you're only looking for a one-night stand, don't bother writing to me.
Also, I don't treat my profile like a twitter account, trying to get as many followers as possible, so don't ask me to be your friend when you've never even bothered to write to me. I only add friends after communicating with them long enough for both of us to decide we truly LIKE each other and to develop a relationship, either online or in person.
Original Introduction: Sometimes I crave the feeling of a large, strong man wrapping his arms around me and holding me so tight while he bends me over doggy style and fucks the crap out of me. I crave all sorts of bondage and hard, pounding sex more than anything. I am insatiable. I want someone who can completely fuck me silly over and over and over and over until I can barely even walk, and in between fuckings, I need to be teased and tormented and played with until you're rock hard and ready to fuck me again.
But I can only relax and enjoy it if I believe that you are doing EXACTLY what YOU want and need to do to and with me. I can't think that you're trying to do what you think I want you to do. I need to know that YOU are doing what YOU want and fulfilling YOUR desires with my helpless, tightly restrained body and flesh.
I am a real woman who is very serious about experiencing bdsm. I have such incredibly kinky fantasies and I feel like I could go crazy if I don't get to experience more of them in real life.
I am fairly new to all of this. I have gotten to experiment a little bit over the three years since I first learned of the bdsm community and these sites. I have enjoyed the bdsm activities I've experienced so far and I very much want more. I think I would be willing to try more, experiment and explore more, and push my boundaries and limits if I could find the right person.
I need to find someone I can completely trust with my body, my emotions, and of course, my life. I need to feel wanted, needed, safe, understood, and respected. Being humiliated doesn't turn me on. I am turned on by bondage of all kinds in all sorts of positions. I want and feel like I NEED to be tied or restrained tightly and tortured and played with, in a good way, of course.
I need to know what else there is to all of this. I need to know how much I can and want to take. I need to see how much I can push myself and how much I can truly open up to and trust a man with all of this and myself. It is NOT easy for me to completely open up and be truly vulnerable and intimate with a man. I have only ever been fucked before. I have never "made love" with any man, and at this point, I'm not even sure I'm capable of such intimacy. Because of my life's experiences, I feel defective and broken and wonder if I will ever find the right man who may finally allow me to experience these side of things as well. I'm hoping that a shared love and compatibility in the bdsm arena may lead to sharing other intimacies and a bond unlike anything I've ever experienced before.
I don't know where all of this will eventually lead but I feel like I have to try to find out and I'm very much looking forward to the journey ahead.
If you have any ideas, knowledge, or advice you'd like to share, or you might be interested in seeing if we could find a desire and trust with each other, please send me a message.
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My Ideal Person:
I NEED a man who is so much stronger than I am that he could easily overpower me and dominate me completely without even needing any sort of restraints. I still want him to tie me up, of course, since that's one of the best parts! He just doesn't need the restraints in order to control me. I NEED to be physically dominated. I am not into mental domination or humiliation. I need to be completely helpless before you and powerless to stop you from doing anything you want to and with me.
I prefer a man who is single, doesn't smoke, is very intelligent, and can stimulate me outside the bedroom or playroom as well. Someone imaginative, with a wonderful sense of humor and strength of character.
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