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I'm not member so I cannot respond to Silver or Gold Members. : usethesebones
Role: Submissive. Middle.
Sexuality: Gay Demisexual, let me get to know you.
Temperament: Mostly easygoing. Playful with an edge of angst. Sometimes I am moody and can become quite intense and anxious.
Style: Alternative.
Status: Single, vetting and Disease-free.
I reside in Georgia with a quest to learn myself more. I'm reserved and wary to do new stuff unless someone encourages me to venture out of my comfort zone and even then I am worried til it's over. Truly disappointing people who are older than me is so visceral, I don't like it. Routine calms and grounds me; however, I can surprise with spontaneous long walks to nowhere or going to a sports' event by myself. I like making people proud. I'm a hard worker and I like providing a to my community so I enjoy my job but it's demanding. Working during the night, my social hours are limited but my phone works well and texting is my go-to type of communication, unless I fall asleep with one while on the phone. I like doing that very much. If we've established a dynamic, I will not waste anyone's time and put forth my social effort.
Work, Sleep, Work, Eat. Reading raunchy novels, I resort to in the wee hours in the morning with nothing to take out my energy on. On days that I'm off, I find myself awake and mind wondering or I will fall asleep without preamble.
I get tired of having my shit together and I have neglected my needs. Similar to every human, I would like to belong to something and dedicate my energy towards. To be cared for and guided by a low-key, relaxing energy of a person..and whose attention makes me flush and for some reason I can't meet their eyes. They can see through my confident words and truly see I have minimal clue what I'm doing but will help me grow.
Also, gaining some friends in the lifestyle would be reassuring. I have been trying lately to come from under the rock. I've began with going to munches and although I didn't talk much, I was proud of myself.
Hopefully, once I stop thinking enough to open , you will see that I am funny as all get out and I can keep you on your toes for days! Engaging conversations are equivalent to sexual stimuli for me since I have never been ahem, much of a sexual person. Damn near no action. But I do want to be, with the right person.
Oh, and I definitely do not like to shareㅡ but lately I've been entertaining the thought of sharing because I figured it'd give me more opportunities to find what I'm looking for and be around people in the lifestyle.
Leave me alone if you are a troll, want me to relocate after exchanging a few messages, or want me to be more feminine because that's what "Littles/Middles/les" are. Feminine leaning but not flamboyant. Just because I am transgendered does not mean I'm a femboy, for bloody sake, although I do enjoy oversize hoodies and long socks, but I will not be more or less feminine/masculine for some random . Thank you :)
== Results from bdsmtest. ==
79% /
70% Ageplayer
65% Primal (Prey)
60% Submissive
59% Switch
56% Brat
54% Voyeur
53% Masochist
49% Exhibitionist
47% Vanilla
44% Pet
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My Ideal Person:
My ideal person?? Ah, my sense of humor is a bit cringe-worthy so my person have to laugh anyway! They have to be patient because like a turtle in a shell, I have been sheltering myself from risks and experiences which has hurt my growth and I'm fixing that. But meanwhile, I need to dip my toes in the water first. They will challenge me. Sometimes I might act a bit callous because my social skills are not polished. Wound like a tight spring, my person will calm my storm. I am curious of the thought of domestic discipline and take me to hand when I start talking shit... But then we share our heat together, because I get cold randomly and I cannot set a proper fire in the fireplace. I suppose that's more aligned with a 
Most importantly I'm fragile and just starting to live and accept some aspects of me, me and I will always my person in return because I'm very loyal. I'm kinda strong too look at these guns! 💪
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