Thanks for visiting my profile, I appreciate the interest.
I'm here to dance in the idea of possibilities and to share and learn and somehow make my small world bigger. I am mostly here for the blogs, visit me there if you are so inclined. My life is full and I am not looking for another, I have found what I had wanted and I am satisfied. I am satisfied and not looking.
[COLOR sandybrown][SIZE 2]No one loses anyone,
Because no one owns anyone.
That is the true experience of freedom:
Having the most
Important thing in the world
Without owning it.
[/SIZE]-Paulo Coelho[/COLOR]
Sometimes I am a little girl and all I want is to crawl into my Daddys lap and have him wrap his arms around me while my heart, big and full, encases us both. So full of spirit and warmth and playfulness, that part of me shines behind my smile and flickers a light through my eyes.
[COLOR sandybrown][SIZE 2]She buried
Her ears
Into the calm
Of his heartbeat,
And in a matter of seconds;
Fell terribly in love
With the way
Her loneliness fell
Softly and suddenly asleep
In his chest.[/SIZE]
-Christopher Poindexter
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Sometimes I am a submissive woman who wants to be directed and told what to do. That part of me enjoys the freedom from uncertainty that guidance brings. I love the wisdom I can find in his directive.
Sometimes I am like a pet and I just want to be wanted and appreciated. I want to be for his pleasure. I want to know my boundaries. I want to release myself into the moment much like a selfish cat who feels no shame in rubbing up against his leg and up under his arm for attention. I find security in the feeling of belonging to him.
Sometimes I am just a woman, and nothing more than that. I can be determined, assertive and capable in my abilities. I am self sufficient with my own wisdom. Sometimes I am wrong and ignorant and I need patience and understanding.
Sometimes I am all of these things and more…I desire to be the kind of woman that, [COLOR sandybrown]“could make eternity and infinity melt and run out through your fingers.” -John Steinbeck[/COLOR] … If only I can be so lucky.
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