Hi, I am Jess.
I am going to be visiting LA and looking for some serious ABDL / Diaper / Regression Humiliation with either a man or woman or couple
I respond the best to softer emotional energy. You can still find degradation within the confines of nurturing and softer energy. I hit a trigger response in my body otherwise and ItâÂÂs impactful to my everyday resilience.
I am into being a piggy, cuckqueen, puppy, baby, little girl but masochist probably comes before all of that. Sexually bathroom control, enema humiliation, and the like seriously turn me on. Kind of hard to find in GA. Rimming is another big one on my list as well as orgasm denial and foot worship.
I love intensity the absolute most. I am warm, endearing, a bit of a connection , definitely a pain slut. Emotional and physical masochist. My sexuality is primary tied to submission, humiliation and degradation. In terms of sadomasochistic play, I love connection, intensity, vulnerability, and suffering. I might hate it in the moment but I like to look back and see what I endured. Probably enduring/surviving/suffering is my favorite thing. My favorite scene by far is rough body mixed with whatever impacts come into play. I also genuinely love a good whipping or dragon tail on my back. I don't get scared that often so really enjoy anything that invokes fear although I struggle getting to typical "fear play."
I do have little girl tendencies however it's more a natural flow of energy then anything overt. It comes out the most with tight hugs and face holds. Or when I feel really submissive.
I have BPD or Borderline Personality Disorder although well managed, I do best with people who understand emotional pain as I have a lot of it even if I come off very smiley and happy. Sometimes I feel like Riggs in Lethal Weapon (I mostly mean the tv show lol not as much the movie). Eccentric, intense, and a penchant for risky behavior. I am very big on personal responsibility. While I might want a catharsis scene or want someone I can cry around or talk to, that would be the extent someone would see me dysregulated.
I'm a big fan of psychology and aside from kink, it's my second love. I also love talking about business and construction. Adventure and adrenaline based things are another favorite.
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My Ideal Person:
Someone I can be submissive to, be degraded quite frequently, also be a little girl with and live a fun life with.
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